Wednesday, 25 July 2007

Kayne the comedy boy

We were at grandmas today. He was playing with his Thomas track and he had Thomas and Percey going round and round a loop. He looks up after intently playing and announced 'Oh no i'm in trouble, i'm going round and round in circles'. He went to his 'Tidmouth sheds' and said 'grandma you come and play' grandma says 'Who will i be?' and Kayne as quick as a flash says 'the fat controller'.

Kayne put some things in grandads briefcase for his lunch tomorrow and said ' i want to go with grandad and have strawberry juice, crispys and nannarna' and about 2 hours later said, 'i want to got on a picnic with grandad tomorrow'

Gosh he can be so funny some times.

Lani has conjunctivitus her eye looks so so sore. 1-2 drops 4 times a day. Horrible horrible, my poor poor baby.
I love her so so much, i love her differently to Kayne but just as much. I'm so protective her and her emotions, i hope to the light that she doesn't get depression or ever feels like i can do. I think i was so in love with my easy and whimsical life when i was young that coming down to reality was so hard and horrible, i hate it now. I would love to be able to play with Sindy again, innocently like i can remember doing. My baby girl is so precious and beautiful i can't wait to see her grow and yet i don't want her too.

i am seriously considering another baby, when Lani is over 2. I want a home birth, and to breastfeed for atleast 6 months, but we shall see. Kayne wants another brother or sister.

Kayne wants a cat.

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